My Monarchies In My Visions

Jeremy Bryant Gramaje

I like Music, especially Old Ones, 'cause they connect to the world. I like Dancing, I dance to express not to impress. I like Winter, it gives me the sense that I want to play snowball fight with my colleagues and I want to learn Ice Skating someday.

Asan na As One? ulol

Gawain ko ngayon:

Uy, dala ka ng ganito bukas, ganiyan bukas para matapos na!

Hi Guys, uhm pls be reminded blah blah.

Sila:

Guys, pa like. TY.

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Stressed!

Ok! Last Last Week pa ako stressed. Nung test, that two day program, then retreat! Gosh!! Retreat! Ang dami!! Di ba nila napapansin na halos lahat ng work and salita nasa amin ni Rica at Fame!! Pls! Last week pa natin to plinano, kahit Friday pa retreat natin. Pero mas maganda ang prepared kaysa sa nganga. Potaena! Alam kong proj yan! Pero chill nga lang! Retreat unahin natin! kasi malapit na! Ahhhhhh! Pinagbigyan ko na kayo! Tas kami hindi? Da fuck naman. Nvm. Geh!

Michael Language

Dulce - Di makita (Di ko maDulce guys, hinaharangan niyo yung blackboard)

Isabela - Di marining (Quiet! Di ko maIsabela yung sinasabi ni Ma’am)

Fame - Malakas/Lakas (Ang Fame ng boses mo!)

Apostol - Malikot (Ang a-Apostol niyo naman kasi!)

Dan - Naiihi (Ma’am nadaDan ako Ma’am!)

Darlene Denver (DD) - Madilim (Guys brownout! Ang DD)

Johnwyne - Bababa (jojo-Johnwyne ka?)

Jemai - Take off/OTW (Guys, jeJemai na ako!)

Rica - Baliw (NariRica ka nanaman?)

Dranreb - Inaantok (NadraDranreb ako!)

Joshua/Lazaro/Salarzon - Mainit (Ang Salarzon sa calssroom!)

Cloyd - Masaya (Ang Cloyd mo masyado!)

Khim - Gutom (NakhiKhim ako guys!)

Samantha - Maglalaba (MagsaSamantha pa ako sa Saturday!)

Presto - Bilis (PakiPresto guys! Ang bagal niyo!)

Lol. Pampa-GV. Para kaming Minions. lols.

Ok. Throwback kahit nung Friday lang yan. Lols

Hashtag Eyebags!

Hashtag Planadong Stolen!

(c) JM Gadingan

Ano ba nangyari ngayon? May nagawa ba akong ikabubuti ko?

Math: So nag-quiz lang kami.

TLE: Lols, napagalitan ako kasi wala akong materials, eh di nga kasi namin narinig kahapon. Tagline ni Ma’am: “Nakalimutan niyong lahat?!! Sige kakalimutan ko kayong lahat.” Ok.

Filipino: Meeting. lols

English: Masaya eh. Mythology tas yung Little Prince. Nakarecite ako, yes! Yung tatlong aphorisms nakakaGV. Tas yung si Cupid and Psyche. :DD

Music: Lols, disappointed si Sir kasi di namin gets yung lesson. Sarreh! Ok? Sarreh!

AP: Yamang Likas. Bow!

Physics: Lols, di naman sa perpekto ako pero yung spelling ni Ma’am sa Physics “Phyciss”, wala natawa lang kami. Tas di niya ine-explain ng mabuti yung per sub field ng Physics. Lols

PE: Nag-quiz kami tas umalis na kaming mga officers.

Lols.

I feel so hopeless all of a sudden. I feel so useless. I don’t know. My heart is pounding out of my chest. Sad songs bursting out of my ear. Humid air choking the life out of me. It feels like, I’m moments away from death. It feels like nobody’s there. Everybody be like: I don’t care. I don’t give a fuck or a shit. Whatever. Hang yourself. Why?

I feel so emotional I know it sounds corny but it’s true.

Everyday, when I wake up, I wear this mask, wherein people don’t see what’s behind it. I’m just hiding the pain. I’m faking my smile, my laugh but I’m not faking myself. At least being true to myself makes me happy.

When will this stop? When will my sufferings go away? When will it…. oh forget it. I’m out of here.